I read we should sit down and write down all the crushings of the year along with all our blessings of the year. Noone has had a perfect year. I like people that are honest, open and real. I have alway guarded myself and made myself super private and yet through one of my most life changing times, I am blogging in an open forum. I am sharing my story with strangers, new friends and old friends. I am learning more about my old friends than ever before. I feel closer to certain individuals in my life....and I feel further away from others. It is like that. 2010 changed my life in everyway and I will never think the same. God has rescued me from a life of no meaning nor substance. I got up and went to work everyday and performed at what I thought was top level and was always made to feel I was not good enough. Yet my paycheck stated otherwise. So was I not good or was I being punished for making too much? I lived with a man who chose alcohol as his daily event and I never knew what my days would be like from moment to moment. So on the outside people envied me. Yet on the inside I was a shell. But the Lord came for me and renewed my strength and faith and trust in Him. In my most saddest days, I would always chant to myself, God does not make mistakes, so I knew He had a plan for me. And He revealed it to me this year and made everything anew. So this year goes down as a year of triumph, change, renewal, restoration, deliverance and truth. I challenge you to review your own year. It is so neat to see all the Lord has done. May the Lord bless you and keep you today! :-)
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