Waiting on the Lord is really strengthening me. I am noticing how the time waiting is a "gift" in and of itself. For this "gift" has allowed me to really reflect on what exactly I am asking for and much is being revealed. I feel I am being prepared to accept the Lord's decision easier. Especially when it appears as though what I am asking for is not going to happen. I have been in prayer for something for quite a long time and I am slowly seeing the shift in my prayers and in my thinking. I equate it, if I may, to someone you love being diagnosed with a terminal disease and how you prepare yourself for that moment they are gone. Preparing, mourning, grieving, I am experiencing all of those things now and I am beginning to think the very thing I wanted so badly may in fact not come to be, according to God's will for my life. And I do not get angry at the Lord at all for He loves me and I know He has my best interest at heart. I must be mature enough in my Faith to exemplify and glorify Him in both answered prayers....and unanswered prayers. So today while I wait, my Faith is in Action. Today I will pray. Today I will continue to rejoice in the Lord for all He has done for me and I will count all things joy. I am blessed and so are you.
Hebrews 11:39-40
Read the entire chapter and you will be beyond blessed.
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